None of my online friends sent anything..not even an e-card or an e-mail acknowledging my birthday or a comment in my livejournal. I always send them e-cards and say happy birthday several times. Also Cody promised me the last chapters of a story he was writing me for my birthday PLUS some pictures..didn't get any of that. Stacey knows I've been depressed lately..does she do anything?? Hell no. Neither does anyone else online..so you know what I say to those people I talk to online..FUCK THEM. They can just go screw themselves..because I'm done being the sweet and wonderful friend who is always there for them and doing things for them, going out of my way just to help or make them feel better...fuck them all. I don't need any of those online fakes.

So right now I'm feeling rather worthless..I don't think I'm overreacting but I'm sure someone out there would say I am. I don't care. I also didn't get to have any say whatsoever in my cake. I wanted to. I was actually looking forward to looking at cakes and telling what kind of design I'd want or if one was going to be made what kind of cake I wanted. I didn't get a say at all. Everyone else in this house does when it's their birthday..but not little old me.